Suicide...

The tears are running down my face, I can’t take this anymore,
The names, the pain, and the disgusting joy they get,
No one cares for me I bet.
I walk down stairs, I pull a knife,
I’ve thought this through enough,
The knife plunged into my side,
And I exhaled my last breath.
Where is the light?
I see only darkness,
Now fading back into perception, I see where I have landed,
Its dark, it’s scary,
I am in a forest made of shadows,
With nowhere to go, and no one to see.
A raven caws up from above,
Now I have realized what I have done,
I have trapped myself into a life of hell,
With no way out I begin to scream,
No one hears me so it seems,
The raven now laughs down at me.
It’s too late now,
To turn back time,
How I wish to be alive.
I see a girl with teary eyes,
Turns out someone gave a damn,
I never knew someone cared.
How I wish to wipe the tears from her precious face,
And put everything back in its place,
But I can’t escape now.
Thinking of this I turn and run,
The pain is unbearable, I curse aloud,
There’s nowhere to hide from it all,
The raven has followed with his mocking cries,
I can’t take this anymore,
My knees buckle,
And I collapse to the floor,
And a river of tears stream down my face.
I look up through my wet eyes,
To see that damned bird,
And his satisfied smile.